Many people would enjoy my job - so why donamp;#39;t I ??!!? -

Hi I ve just started a new job. Only been there a week and I just cannot face going in. It s not what I thought it would be and is more stressful than I thought it would be.The people are friendly enough and the manager seems nice. It s in retail and the store is lovely. The money s not too bad as it s a trainee management position. Thing is, I ve realised I don t want to be any kind of manager- ever again. I ve done it before and I thought maybe I could give it another go somewhere else but I just don t want this. I just want to turn up, earn my money then go home with no real stress. We want to start a family soon so I don t see retail management as an ideal career path. Problem is we re getting married next year and have very little money right now. The store have said it isn t fair for me to stay there and get the training that someone else could have. Fair point. Trouble is what with so many redundancies out there how will I ever find anything else other than as a Carer? I did this once and it wasn t too bad- bit upsetting but at least I feel like I am making a differnce to someone s life. What shall I do?|::::|A wise man once told me... it s not the job that makes you happy, its how you do it. Taking pride in what you do is very important to your overall happiness. If you don t have much money.... a job is a job and a promotion is a promotion. A nice title to add to your resume if your heart is seeking to further your education and pursue a desired career.|::::|Be glad you dont have my old job. I hated it to the point of not wanting to wake up ever again...