Im aware of how stupid i look, but i stil do it. HOW can i stop? -

i procrastinate, waste time, i know and feel anxious but i stil sit there like a stunned mullet i earn money and spend it on the stoopidiest shiet... like drink and games... i realise how dumb the whole thing is but i stil do it. i can see that i have a choice... its sooo obvious there is a choice, but i pick the wrong one. (maybe i like picking the wrong one and lying in the mud?) how can i change this kinda pathetic thinking? this vicious cycle? can somebody help open my ears and eyes? thanks|::::|Try medication. I know a few people who got turned around by wellbutrin, paxil, or adderall.|::::|start discipline yourself. first, analyze yourself why you like to spend and what are the factors that tempts you to spend. spending money for something is very tempting. i m also a spendthrift but i m starting to control it because money is not easy to earn. why don t start to look or think for your future if you lost or have less money that you have? you should think for yourself first than luxuries. if you living to your parents, don t be a dependent because their also working hard for the money just to give you a better living and soon you ll be living on your own. start to saves your money and spend wisely because you gonna need the money in the future. we cannot tell our future very clearly even a fortune-teller.|::::|grow up because you can t carry on like that forever or you ll be a bum