What would it take to get my mom to spend time with me? -

Every time I ask my mom if we could do something together she ll say yes and then just sit on the couch or get on the computer when I ve been waiting all day to do something w/ her. She s done this every time. Heck she did it today. We haven t had any real time together since I was a baby. Like when i ask her if I can enter a pageant she ll say yes and then turn around and literally scream NOOOOOOOOOOO in my face. It s hard for me to tell her exactly whats up. She has to pull it out of my mouth. why? It s because we ve a very rocky relationship. We both have MAJOR mental issues. But she has it worser than me. I really wonder if she would A- Notice and B- care if I was gone. I really wish I was dead. She obviously doesn t care enough to spend time with me. I told her my meds were all off. Did she care? NO. She keeps skipping her therapy appts. and making me miss mine. All she wants to do is play Neopets. She has a MAJOR addiction. When ever I get off she ask quot;Did you do my dailies?quot;Dailies- take care of her Neopet earn Neopoints [money] for her, ETC) I m really thinking of shutting her acct. down by utilizing self freeze. Today she promised to go to target with me and all fay she slept and did a little bit of cleaning.|::::|show her that.|::::|try explaining to her how much you need her and miss her. Explain to her how u want to spend time with her, and most of all tell her that you care about her and love her... she will hopeefully understand you and feel the same way about you!.......My mom doesn t llike me much either, but I try to talk to her daily and try to deepen and grow our relationship.|::::|wow yeah i pitty you the best thing to do is try to be a lil patient and a lil forceful so that you can convince her out of the house with something fun that she wants to do|::::|See if you can get a therapy session for the two of you. EDIT: I m bipolar too. If you need to talk, feel free to message or IM me :)|::::|well i cant think of anything but this. if you show her this question, she ll see how you feel about it. and maybe she ll change her mind|::::|id talk to a counselor or someone or when you moms in a good mood show her this or tell her how you really feel|::::|Ask her to have a mother-daughter date and tell her how much this means to you...|::::|where is your dad ? i think you need some family counseling! it sounds like your mother might be bipolar!|::::|SORRY......|::::|cry it helps for me.|::::|hmm, i dont know