I m going to die? what u think m i right? plz yar tel me. ? -

i m born it is an accident. my father amp; mother are in court 4 fight. i m live with my mother s father house. i saw that they hit my mother amp; say to go her husband house. when i m in 12th science i do sex with my aunty s dauter. i know that it is very bed. i have to punished. amp; then i m failed in exam. my family know that everything. i acept my guilty. now i m diploma pharmacist. i love a girl very much means tooooooooooooooo much. but they dont. she dont love anyone. i m crying when i remember her. i want she become happy it is not mean with me only. now i know that what is love. what happen when 2 people love each other. now my family have medical store they want i worked for then amp; say quot; we open new mwdical store 4 uquot; but it is not true. i want to go abrod to higher study. bt they say quot; u earn money amp; go.quot; i have lot of money. they r richest in our city. no one love me. my mother, my gf, my father, my lover, sorry i have no frz. i cant have any relation with other. i live alone. so i want to die. i cant go outside, amp; ...................................... u think plz|::::|so you not believing on yourself.... shame on u|::::|You wouldn t mind letting us know where you are a pharmacist, would you? Kind of like to avoid that place. Your command of the English language leaves something to be desired for a diploma pharmacist , and I ve heard that suicidal people often want to take others along with them on that final journey.|::::|Well you can die if you wish to not live anymore in this colourful world.And if you don t want then take all the money and run, run , run.|::::|no die is not solution for it even i had many problem in life|::::|heyyy hi...u r so interesting, i guess u have every thing at your young age itself great yaa. so r u going to end urself, dats a good idea. even me too had planed many times. i dont understand ur reason for suiside is that love made u like this? u know i hav many plans to kill my self, but i m still alive coz i have no reason to die, im still seeing for it. i guess u have loved only few....try some more..hmmm so r u going to leave me tooo.........|::::|see the positive side 1)you are not virgin.i am a virgin at 30,for a man its a shame.having sex with aunty s daughter is not a grave sin.it happens to many. 2)you are born normal,you are studious and intelligent.many people are born silly,some stammer,some are deaf dumb etc.at least you are fit. 3)its nice to have been in love,its nicer to loose in love ,broken hearted people become better human beings,writers and poets. 4)its clear that you are a good person in your heart. if you are not loved by anyone ,give your love to a deprived soul,a person who may gain by your love,he may love you back too. do what ever you want to do in life,banks may give you educational loans,or some rich friends may hellp you out,you may even get a scholarship. dying is no options ,its silly,some good thing may be waiting for you around the corner,as the saying isquot;every dark cloud has a silver lining.